God, I'm gonna try not to stay home from school again until after April 10th. I woke up this morning with a stomach ache, and my mom gets all mad and yells at me and tells me I'm fine, and I just want to sleep. She finally gives in, takes my cell phone, and tells me to go sit with my grandmother in the living room until 3. Wtf? I've never had to do that. She's just pissed because this is like my, 9th day this quarter. Ha. So basically I went in there around 7:30 and started talking to my grandmother. She thinks I stayed home because I had a fight at school. What a loser. I didn't say anything. She just told me some old memories and what not. My mom wouldn't let me lay down anywhere because she didn't want me sleeping, but she's pretty dumb because she KNOWS I fall asleep in all my classes sitting up. So bascially both my grandmother and I fell asleep in the chairs. Ha. My mom came in around 2:05 and woke me up and said I could go upstairs. I told her she was on my hit list, and she was like "Awh, you love me. Give me a hug" and she came and gave me a hug..

Good news! Okay, I weighed myself Monday after school, and I was 146. I was kind of upset because I had gained 2 pounds in like 2 days. But, I weighed myself last night, and I weighed 143! Ha, I was so happy. And I ate too. I didn't fast. :] It's the stuff I ateee.Then I got up this morning and I weighed 140, and I was like all jumping and dancing around, and my mom goes "You weigh less in the morning, you'll be 143 again by this afternoon." Bleh, she was right. I just weighed myself. I weigh 142. Hey, I lost a pound though. :]

Intake so far..

Breakfast - Nothing

Lunch - Half of 1/4 cup of strawberry yogurt.(35) and 3 wheat thins(15?)

Drink - Water.

Total = About 50, no more than 55. YES.

I'm pretty proud of myself. By now I've usually consumed about 800 calories or so. But, 50! Haaaa.

Update later.

-Edit-

I just ate. I was too hungry to wait until like 7 tonight to have some soup..

Dinner - Vegetarian burger.(90)

Ugh, it was the nastiest thing ever! But, I couldn't find anything else in this house that I wanted to eat that was low in calories.

Ha, today was interesting..

I signed up for my classes. My guidance counseler didn't notice that I need to take another semester of gym before I graduate, so he didn't put it down. I get to take two periods of Early Childhood Education! Heck yes! I love little kids..<3

Good news. I stayed away for 3 periods today instead of 1! I had to stay awake in history because my friend Jill ended up sitting next to me because the people who we both sit next to both weren't there. Turns out Jill and my other friend Belinda drank last night, and it hadn't wore off, so she had a hangover. It was so funny! Belinda lives next door, so I'm suprised I didn't hear them screaming. Jill said they were running around the back yard acting stupid. Everytime Mr. Powers would talk soft she'd be like "Kristen make the noise stop! It's hurting my headddd." And then she wouldn't get the answer to something, and she'd ask the teacher for it again, and he's like "Bean, we just answered that like 6 seconds ago." Bean is her nickname.. Then, when she got up to walk, woooo. Haha, it was funny.

I slept in all of my other classes. I didn't get to sleep until about 2 this morning and woke up around 6:30, so yeah. :[

Intake..

Breakfast - Nothing

Lunch - Bottle of water and 4 french fries(70 maybe)

Snacks - Piece of chocolate and an ice tea that I'm still working on(95)

Supper - 1/2 cup of cottage cheese, one fish stick, and two pieces of broccoli(130?)

Exercise - DDR. About 120 calories burned. I was at a friend's and had to leave early. :[

Total - 295. I wasn't sure about some, so 310 at the most.

I'm pretty proud of myself!

Hm, just some more info... I got a boyfriend last night. Yep yep. Someone I liked that's dated two of my close friends actually likes me. I never thought he would. I feel bad though, because Kayla doesn't know yet. When she gets home from Florida she'll probably be pissed off at me. Ugh.. Why can't I be happy? Whatever, I'm dating him at the moment, and I'm happy enough. :]

Speaking of Kayla. She called me about 2 hours ago just to talk. She went to Disney World yesterday and said that it's suppost to be like the happiest place on Earth, and she walked around with a frown. :[...She also said that this was the most horrible week for her ever. I feel bad. She asked me if everything was okay when I answered the phone. I guess I sounded depressed? She sounded irritated when she first talked so I thought she found out about me dating her ex, but she was just mad at a relative.

That's all.

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I'm so tired. I slept through all of my classes today except my last one, and that's chorus. Everytime a class would end, I would walk out into the hallway and almost bump into someone or hit a wall. I felt like a zombie or something. I've been so tired lately. I never used to be THIS tired. I mean, sure I fell asleep in like 3 outt 6 classes, but not ALL 6. I've been doing that for about 2 weeks now. I even fall asleep at the computer in keyboarding. I need sleeping pills, but my mom wont take me to the doctor to get some. I'm always falling asleep around 3 in the morning each school night, and it sucks. Actually, I could get like 8 hours of sleep, and I'd still be tired from OVER sleeping. Ugh, I just want to be able to go through a day of school and stay awake the ENTIRE day. I'm not learning anything anymore, and I'm failing my tests. My body just wont let me sleep unless I'm at school. I ended up getting really hot and dizzy after 6th period, and I fell down in the hallway. It sucked..

My mom and I have to go to the guidance office tomorrow morning at 9 to sign up for my classes for next year. Oh joy. We're REQUIRED to take English, science, math, and history, so I'm taking...DS English II, CP Biology II, CP U.S. History II, and Algebra II. I have to take a semester of gym since I didn't finish it this year because they put me in keyboarding, but at least I'll get exercise since I barely do it any othe time. That gives me 2 free periods. I'm taking chorus all 4 years, so that gives me one free one. I've decided that I'm gonna take the Early Childhood class since I want to be a preschool or kindergarten teacher. :]

I asked my mom if I could just stay home until 9 and go in with her, but she said no. I don't see the big deal about it. We start first period at 8:30, so I'd only be missing a class.

I'm going to the store soon to buy some celery sticks and some baby carrots. One of the reasons is that I'm craving for some carrots, but then again, they don't have many calories in them. :] Maybe I can live off celery and carrots for a while if I can't at least fast. One of those medium sized carrots have 25-30 calories in them, so I can only imagine what the baby ones have! AND, it says on this tip site that celery sticks have practically no calories in them. Hopefully I don't get tempted to put peanut butter on them..

Intake.

Breakfast - Slim Fast(240)

Lunch - A chicken tender(about 80?)

Snack - A pear(don't know)

Update later on supper. IF I eat, I'll probably have carrots or something.

-Edit-

Well, I just spent 33 bucks on food. I bought celery, carrots, lettuce, apples, yogurt, cottage cheese, ect..

I'm eating a half a cup of cottage cheese for supper right now. There's 80 calories. :] I probably wont be filled up, and knowing me, I'll be hungry so I'll probably eat some carrots.

Fun day I suppose. We made our tshirt for our World Wide Marty day today. It was fun. Our friend Heidi did her own holiday and made it Loser Week. Don't ask me why she put week instead of day. They turned out sorta interesting. We aren't real good artists, so they kinda suck.  After the first 45 minutes of doing the front, we had to wait for that to dry so we decided to go to the park and swing. :]. The minute I stepped into the house when we came back, Kayla called from Florida. Ugh, I'm so jealous of her! She's going to Disney World tomorrow. :[ She's gonna take a picture of her hugging Mickey Mouse for me. <3 My mom was being a whore and told me to get off the phone since I had friends over. Friggin loser. We ended up drying our shirts with a hair drying. That's just how we roll? Yep yep.

Hm, well I was gonna put a couple pictures of my shirt, but the thingy is being homosexual and wont upload them. I might tomorrow if I remember.

Intake..

Breakfast - Nothing.

Lunch - Nothing.

Snacks - Rice Crispies Treat & one of those small cup of ice cream things.(about  400 calories)

Supper - Green Beanssss.

I REALLY need to go on a fast. I think I might just drink a can of Slim Fast tomorrow for breakfast and then skip the whole day. I'ma have my mom buy me some celery and some carrots, too. :] My mom keeps like seriously force feeding me. She seriously flips out if I loose a pound. Pathetic isn't it? Yep. Maybe tomorrow I can just not eat anything at school, and tell her I had a big lunch so I won't have to eat supper. Whatever. I'm screwing up my life enough anyway being the fuck up I am.

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